everyday legit has been a real fucking struggle for me waking up in cold sweats like how could this be it hurts so bad like that day you left us 3 no cap ive been trying my hardest you gotta believe me TRG everybody's like you gotta get over her I'm like its that easy for her but its not that simple for me like I gave her everything my love an what I thought what was my seed DAMNnnn that shit cuts deep wishing that this wasn't life that this isn't reality because I took my heart off of my sleeve just for it to be lying in the streets shaking my head like you gotta be shitting me but I gotta man up as tears run down my cheeks I put on my Crown for I have to raise my seeds we will live strong an prosser for we are Kings thats on my life thats on everything still wishing this was all a dream so I don't have to deal with this anxiety or being in my feelings thats a place I hate a place I rather not be only place i can find comfort and confide an these trees that's fucked up because even tho I'm awake I still feel half asleep praying too God to wake me up from this nightmare on elm street screaming fuck meeee looking up to heaven like why God why me I haven't shed enough tears or blood on these streets im soo fucked up over this shit its not even funny I guess thats why they say pain is love an love is pain its on my neck so I can look in the mirror remember an never forget that shit again but I truly do forgive you my friend I wish nothing but the best for you an your fam an whos know my one day ours souls will enterwine once again but until then I hope you find everything your looking for in lyfe man 💯💯