yeah remember the ones that are here for you while they are he was going too be my dad I was so glad but then it happened so quick it was like world puched him with there fist she said it was ok dont worry she came home in tears I was like okay I noo she ain't ok and I wish you were here for me now I would be proud but instead your in heaven I'm so sad it almost like I have depression at least you didn't die at seven or eleven this is the opposite of agression I wish you here for me at this second love you but your above us now