Understand me(Dead love)

I just wanna see u smile and be happy so don't cry,don't cry They don't understand how many times I bled, they don't understand how many tears I shed They don't understand how many times I tried and died and they don't understand how many times I cried They say they really need me when they don't, they say they really care for me when they don't I stopped dating them stupid hoes and bozos ever since she says ok 2ck u can come Into my life then i said thanks girl don't worry I'll treat u right I promise I'll protect u with my life, I promise when u with me everythings aight I promise I'll love u forever and this fo life,I ain't playin no games when I said I love u fo life because when we a lil more grown I want u to be my wife so I can love u till our hair turns white you keep saying that you love me but I know you don't,you keep saying that you love me for who I am and you keep saying you appreciate me for who I am and how i am but I know,in my heart and soul you don't really need me and u don't really care about me and I really ain't mad at you because I know I'm never finna make it outta this love without being hurt put me in tha grave for a fifty thousand days,put me in tha grave that should be my place,I'm going through this life like this a race I know I'm not going in the right pace and I know fo sho I ain't racing in right place and race,but like they said all good things come to an end,now I can see why u wanted us to end even tho we not close anymore,I still can never ignore..u and the times we had I know some of them are bad but i still reminisce all the times we had and I wish I could go back in time to make things right so our future could be bright