The anxiety drops deep as does my pill. I never live, 'cause to live is the brother of will. Beyond the walls of doctors, life is defined. I think to the future when I'm in a hospital state of mind. She claims to be so profoundly educated All she wants is for me to be constantly medicated. A drug dealer with a degree and license? The medicated anxiety? You complain about struggles. I appreciate it, someone still speaks for society. I'm preachin' to the prescriptions, You attend, listen, and pay, just like your subscriptions. Beautiful, crazy, sweaty, like an obsession. Love you God, cant wait for the end of this session. The problems that occurred were intended to precede. Your bandaids in a bottle didn't help me succeed. Had to figure it out myself, no guidance on your part. Endless medications and appointments, I was destined to depart. Being a patient and held back just wasn't for me The solutions are obvious, you just have to believe.