Dear papa I remember when I was 5 My daddy left to South came a long way to strive Leaving one 1 parent and 3 strong kids here to survive I know we failed a 1000 couple times We all keep going cause we know everything is gon' be fine I try to ask 'bout my dad , cause I see my fellow kids calling there dad Then I choosed to ask my mom(what the fuck don't I have a dad?) That I can't call ,run meeting and cuddling,but I was just seeking to find. I said I was just seeking to find,by the end of my 5s I saw him with my two eyes leaving tears in my eyes , thought everything was falling apart,he came to me giving me lot of chocolate ,I was so eager why he was just coming in late. So Dad tell me where you've been all this while I was just looking for you(Dad I was just looking for you) I just want to ask do you know how it feels for a kid to stay without his dad,for the past 345 years? Do you know how it feels ,for your kid to stay behind , seeing other kids running after and hugging there dad? Now my dad started teaching stuffs I didn't know for the past years he left out. I was 17 growing into a man,said to me son this is time for you to face life. Son you got to face spirituality ,no time for enemity Son you gon' live in clarity ,but sometimes you need serenity,I am symbol of equity My dad gave a me a Bible quote psalm (119:9) How can a young man cleanse his ways by taken heed to the word of God (My son take heed to the word of God that's when you can survive) hey Dad thank you for coming back to teach me things that I've never learn before.