Igotsomethingsonmymind

I got some things on mind give me a gun life isn’t fun anymore I just want to walk out the door man fuck it is it worth it Man I fucking quit it I really don’t care anymore I’m just washed out on a shore When I was four I had a lot of joy I guess that left me when I got older I’m just feelin colder point it towards my head wished I was dead put a bullet in the chamber save it for later where the fuck is my creator I’ve only seen you on paper your just a stranger to me Where is the key to the door I just want to go to the “store” rob what you took from me you ain’t a mystery you left me with misery I don’t care anymore I’m low on battery better send me back to the factory and earn your fucking salary They call you god but where are you They tell you to pray all the time but it doesn’t help me all I think is Death I haven’t met him yet The grim reaper is just a sleeper and I’m just eager to die how about we play some Russian roulette load 7 bullets Click your lucky that’s funny you should be bloody Everyday is the same I feel like I’m insane I’m just walking in the rain My head is down and I’ve got a frown I’m tired of it all just let me fall I look like a clown I look dumb I’m not numb I’m just not happy I wear a mask most of the time acting like I am well damn man Sad all the time people ask me how I’m doing I lie and say I’m fine Life is very boring there’s nothing fun to do all I drink is Mountain Dew and lay in my room I try to be cool but I end up actin like a fool Why would anybody like me look into the reality just leave me alone I want to be unknown I don’t need no help I’m tired of the laughter I hear behind the back clickty clack I want to die so don’t bring me back I miss my grandma she died in 2016 I didn’t get to say goodbye to her She had to use an oxygen tank I cried so much my eyes were bloody Why didn’t you take me instead we could have made a trade I felt betrayed I think about sucide a lot I hide from everybody I’m sorry I just don’t like myself I’m just an annoying ass kid I do a fake smile maybe it will be worth awhile Do you know what I think of love it’s just a chemical that’s in your brain I’ve been running after that train and now I’m in pain man I’m awkward and bothered of it if I slit my wrist what would happen Aye aye captain we are seeing some action man look at the reaction you like picking on me thinking your tricking me being a fake friend Good for you I knew There’s a target on my head just shoot me and I’ll be dead take two shots when I say the word dead you’ll be drunk off your head I’m mumbling? sorry I don’t speak very loud I don’t like to be in crowds I’m anti social I just want to die maybe fly in the sky I cry just put me to “sleep” I’m pretty weak some people think I’m a freak give me a gun I’m done with life I don’t give a shit if I got stabbed by a knife at least it would take my life away then I would decay those were my thoughts