if i could change - the way you take away the pain, help you find a better way, would you run or would you stay try and fly away , escape and find a vein- the main line faded with the promises you made- (main vein) - all the games ,all the blaim, ,all the shit that you became, - manupulated , your way ... IF I CAN FIND ANOTHER WAY TO TAKE AWAY THE PAIN , MAYBE, I CAN BREAK AWAY FROM THE CHAIN, SOME SAY ITS insane, DO IT AGAIN and again WITH NO CHANGE- NEED A WAY TO REARRANGE THE WAY YOURE LIVIN -FUCKIN UP EVERY RELATIONSHIP, FAKIN LIKE YOURE WAKIN UP, GETTIN TOO USED TO THE BRUISES , CANT DEFUSE IT confused YOU KEEP LOSEN - TRADIN EVERYTHING THAT YOU GOT JUST TO KEEP USIN - BEEN A MINUTE SINCE YOU BOUGHT ANYTHING - BOOSTIN, A LOT OF THINGS MISSIN IN YOUR LIFE LIKE WHEN YOUR INCARCERATED , WAITIN FOR VISITS THAT NEVER COME LIFES AN ILLUSION , USED TO HAVE FUN WITH YOUR KIDS , NOW THEYve begun to RESENT CHA - ALL GROWN UP, Now THEY TRY TO FORGET CHA. ALL OF YOUR VEINS ARE banged out -WHAT CHA GONNA DO now , Now youre layin low ,thinkin they dont know playing ultimate sleep fighter, turn your phone off ,like all the problems just go away blow em off , dont talk, now youre fallin off, lost your job , cant seem to get back on your feet , need to pay paul so you gotta rob pete ,mom and dads gone , now your backs against the wall, and youre in too deep where did time go? went from the White to the black to the methadone, noddin out every where you go, showin no emotion, til your dope sick hopeless , knowin that you chose this no goin back and you know this , wont be long until you overdose just another soul lost gone and forgotten ghost