I am a weak person mentally I just let everything get to me I feel like everyone's ahead of me I feel like there's another head to me My life is non existent sexually I feel something, is it over or under me It's kinda strange, nobody really comes to me Love to me, as I get older it's cutting me Seems like it wants me to fucking bleed So I'll let it out, do you like what you see? A lot of things anger me The smallest things seem to turn on my batteries I get urges for battery Why don't you come battle me? I'm foolish, I have to be Stupid, but magically I have motivation driven by over hatred Caused by my emotions It's the most common culprit Lock them up inside of me Then let out that side of me By creating my rhyme schemes There's almost nothing that I'm not afraid of It takes about 20 years for my mind to make up I don't hide myself with makeup I'm not one of the fake ones You don't like that I don't smile, well I do I don't have to fake one to hide truth Think about life while I sit in my room Sweep me away one more time, you're gonna have to buy brooms Why can't you just accept the fact that I'm not like you? That's the kinda shit that makes me want to not like you Oh you wanna fight too? It's not worth my time, deuche Sit out in the open just writing a song And no one can say that I'm writing it wrong My art, my music, I do what I want Oh you want the truth maybe I'll release it I seem to be aging faster than my releases My head is cool, I write songs to keep it Every thought in my head is an emergency meeting Your chills may be cold but mine are fucking freezing I'm gonna be me, it took you years to see it Now you know but you want me never to repeat it I'mma keep doing this because I need it Fuck going to therapy, this is my treatment This'll be the place where I keep my secrets So you know where to find them if you might need them I'm hardly proud of any of my achievements You wanted me to elaborate I probably said that you have to wait Well you just made me activate So maybe just annotate And see what I had to say