Because of you

I'm stressed. I'm so worn out. So tired of all this nonsense. Life's too complicated. I wish I had no worries. You make my life intense. It's just so overwhelming. Black sheep, I'm an outcast. Fake smiles are what I'm giving. What happened to peace, love and happiness? My life has turned into such a tragic mess. So tired of trying to impress everyone. I just want to escape the world for once. Sometimes I just want to break down and cry, break outta my shell. What the hell happened to my life? Feel so alone in a crowded room. I'm fighting for me because of you. I feel non existent. My soul is lonely. These wounds you caused are deep. My life is wrapped around you. Dysfunctional, yet functional is what you're making me. Trying to be somebody else gets so frustrating. Getting over you is so damn hard for me, you see? I'm breaking down inside, but this smile hides thr pain