feelin like relapsing panic attacks n collapsing back to back nights smokin bad habits I see the scars aligned with the stars alcohol n drugs help ignite trapped by demons dark side seepin dark side creepin invasive thoughts help ignite up late night smokin black n milds understand my pain walk a mile had the best style ig it's been a while got beef ima dead it all night doing drugs home at 5:30 in the mornin traded xbox for xanax parents checks drugs I was numb probation 6 months facin 5 years didnt slip up once what was my purpose odds stacked feelin worthless back against the wall had to stand tall lately my demons been closin in dark side been chosen emotions frozen panic attacks and collapsin stayin in motels and trap houses smokin through ounces givin yo bitch a mouthful can be a handful maybe two