You want understand the pain To see your momma cry You want understand the pain To have a close friend die But I do and it hurt and I can’t lie What my future go be shidd I’m trying to find out Cause life anit easy and I been thinking sucide I got to roll a couple blunts just to catch my vibe Me and baee spending money While we throwing some aside I’m trying to buy a foreign car And tint of my ride Better no life anit easy it full of pain Look at my eyes I done fell a lot of time But at least I still tried And had to take a lot of loses and put my pride aside Fr Yess I’m still living but struggle ever 25 years And I no it want be to long untill I disappear Most of the time I be alone And my body get chills My Heart became solent this shit harder then steal Most of these nigga pussy so I got to be real I’m in love with myself so I’m happy who I am Middle finger stay up I’ll never give a dam But still show respect To elders Yess sir and yess mama Used to spending money Guess it’s time for me to invest now Got to many people counting on me I’m trying not to let down All the pain I been threw My rank is higher then a bet now