live it bby ...all the time i see you . in my dreams when i fell a sleep..its like an nigt mear it feels like i wane scream . QS ...al of my pain is running tru my vains its so hard when i look at my self in the mirror i see you stering at me withe tears in your eyes ...i just wane say that im sory that i put all of pain on you ... you can blame it al on me .. .. and im so sory i could not be the man that you wanted ..QS its like a hunter hunting me dowen and never want to stop ...i dont want to run away from my problems but its geting to mutch ..feels luke i want to put n cun to my head and pul the triger ..for loving you so much ...but bby one thing you neet to remember ill never judge ...you were the one who took care of me when no one was there ..its fair that you left me i wont blame you for that .i can only blame my self for loving you ...its not the end..QS