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I'm trapped and attached to my demons god tryna find a way I need help me findin hapiness is like tryna hear the ocean through a seashell when I make a right it don't feel right feeling like I'm losing even tho I'm winnin I'm broken don't know when zone in or zone out I'm stuck in a crossroads the place im in is frozen this pain I'm feelin was chosen the invasive thoughts are so annoyin some reason I feel like I need em in the mean time I'm bleedin nervous breakdowns im 19 but still teethin amazin that I'm still breathin just steady tryna break even when your problems multiply shit may get odd you might create knot that can't be untied