lost

See I done lost alot man I dont even know how I can stand i lost my granddad at nine lost my grandma at 16 I lost my daughter at 26 I dont understand why god doing this taking my life on these feild trips just for me to find its no one there see I know what real pain is trying to hold back all these tears I ve been holding in all these years trying to fight all my fears gotta get right my kids still here to them I'm the dad of. year so no more running in fear yea I lost but im still here