welcome to my life feeling depressed i take a knife make a slice on my chest i dont wanna live anymore yeah i take drugs to numb the pain i dont wanna live anymore yeah i take drugs to numb the pain will i ever be right or will i take drugs for the rest my life going through abuse once again now im fucked up in the benz going through all this pain i just wanna wash it away im not gonna make it to fame im gonna die in my dreams i dont wanna live anymore yeah i take drugs to numb the pain i dont wanna live anymore yeah i take drugs to numb the pain i just did a line of blow now im fucking with my eyes closed i got guitar right by my side i play it when im dead inside i dont wanna live anymore nooooo i dont wanna live anymore