just wanna die

i just wanna kill myself waiting at the gates with clouds on my waist i was never good enough this pain is too much all i wanna do is die all i wanna do is die tonight my mom yelling at me she thinks im insane these demons controlling i just want my mom to be okay all i wanna do is die all i wanna do is die tonight i take line of blow i pull up and fall on the floor taking pills everyday im not the man i use to be all i wanna do is die all i wanna do is die tonight all i want is my dad ima slice my throat just so i can see him again im dying real soon nobody knows fhe pain i go through all i wanna do is die i overdose i take coke line please just let me die