i feel empty and broken feel so wide open scars on my heart got me falling apart i cant control this my mind wont quit spinning this pain that i feel like i cant even tell if life iz beautiful or if its dark feeling like my world's really starting to fall apart hold yourself together is all i know but i dont even know how im gonna let go let go of the bulshit i can't do this im tired im not selfish you dont even know how im feeling so go far away i cant stand it almost like you planned it you don't even know how im feeling so go i wanna run away .