I'm smoking crystal Smoking ice Put these pistols  Up to my mind Did you really love me  Or were you lying You had me falling but now you trippin I told you everything  But you chose not to listen You really had me going  Now i cant believe that you said fuck my feelings And to no relief I sit here thinking About you  To be honest I'm so confused  What is time compared to space Memories are keepsakes That might need to be replaced  Future what I need embrace Might not be my fault but yet I take the blame I'm smoking crystal Smoking dope Put these pistols  Up to my dome Did you really love me  Or were you lying You had me falling but now you trippin I told you everything  But you chose not to listen You really had me going  Now i cant believe that you said fuck my feelings And to no relief I sit here thinking Fuck my name  Fuck my life Let's roll the dice Leave it up to fate Let it go  Set it free  One day it may return to me  Reality is a do over running late That you think is fake But it's real Only catch is that you cant relate