Thoughts

sittin on the porch smokin a fat one my heads in a fog waitin on the defrost can't imagine that happ'n but I am where I am and I gotta take action time to find out what I need speakin to the inner me God said son, ( yeah God) ya gotta start listening speak my word into ya life I promise it'll be alright keep control of your mind prepare for eternal fights in a world we can't see with our own eyes impossible for me to actually deny this war leaves no escape so don't ya suicide the ones who saw no other way for you I cry Damn... whatever you do just know that's not the answer and it never will be. Just believe and know someone in this world cares and will be effected by the decision you make, hard as life may be, I still want you to share it with me. FACTS just a couple thoughts that rotate in my head, I've been there before I've lived inside the red, I captured those thoughts and I locked em all up, but my demons slippin up an out the hand cuffs, sometimes it really gets, to be too much, but I know that it's temporary I trust, at the end of the day I'm more in touch, with who I am, I know that's enough