#samc KEEP CONNECTED OR LOSE ME FOREVER what good is your love,  when you're not strong enough,  to keep this through,  this love, must be real, love  needs to be true. when their is no possibal way  to show, my love, to you, what can I do, what should i do, to get through to you,  I dont want to lose you, but if you  push me away, for, something I can not do,  wow, your love, may be, tougher then what I have been used, to can our futures, remain real & true, if my greatest love, in my life remains, sealed wow when real love is sent away,  but still, it never leaves even after the dealed gabled memories  I fight for, and loose them to the serendipity of wanting something more i, mean you mean, more to me,  then the someone like , you, that I, might, meet, today its been so long, will this fight for my real, you... just be prolonged if the one of us, finds a way if this isn't enough to show you, I love you,  then tell me, a way, I can, entertain you, in a, new present of what you do before fake love feels, even more real, then a past, crush, who never new from me, never following through be,cause of the truth the yesterdays are now faded have they still held up from the past, unknown futures after us Probably not, but this is all I have of you so I still do hope we find, these feelings stayed if you, still, feel, the same because thats whats missing making this feel untrue & fall through So I say I love you in this letter, with a wonder, if these thoughts, are, hopes, it is not just me's but...did we both pull,.ourselves, through when we all think if that past, present, or future what If, was what if it was,you, who I did that last, thing with, last week, ahh alass the moment sticks you've now, become my side kick and then I find, in this present of these thoughts, of you, in my mind, is whats keepin me lit, but then I shift, back, to think that, in reality , its just me, spacing out on these keys spitting something, to optimistic, its making me sick, is that just it, is this, what I seek so I snap back, down that back space, just to continue to do the exact, same thing, next week