I'm back

rapping to numb the pain. I felt what a mistake. told myself never again. never fall for someone again never trust anybody again. theres nothing to be repaired. my imagination is making me scared. can you stop acting like you ever cared. I'm the only one who has ever repaired. whatever was broken of me and you stared. inside my mind it always rains. I opened up I can burn into flames. I'm fighting my mind while you stare into space. it gets hard to breathe my hearth starts to shake. I panic for nothing and just stare into space. I never actually had any true friends. I really belive that the pain never ends. my parents gets mad when I'm asking for help.