What a waste of time!!

Losing my mind chasing this grind, yelling im fine, what a waste of time. Losing my mind chasing this grind, taking it in one day at a time. Trying to structure my self with a grace Devine I'm always watching the clock cause I'm running out of time Fine on the outside, fire on the inside, mouth full ugly searching for some insight. Thoughts moving fast and my spirit starts to divide. Now I'm broke in peices looking for a rewrite. Trying to remember the Lord's prayer and I can't even recite, because I hide behind these lies, pain it rages inside, and I do my best to take it in stride. My faith in God is inscribed, but sometimes I still feel I'm losing my mind Losing my mind chasing this grind, yelling im fine, what a waste of time. Losing my mind chasing this grind, taking it in one day at a time. Trying to structure my self with a grace Devine I'm always watching the clock cause I'm running out of time Found my faith and lost it. In the ocean waves i tossed it, an it sank like a lost locket now I'm, out of pocket, cause it costed. No monetary constant can fill in the lostness without my devotions to the causes il be swallowed by the lockness. That meens I need to stress less to get this tightness out of my chest, find some healthy things to invest, spread my wings and leave my nest, to find my rest and then this life will be easier to digest I digress Losing my mind chasing this grind, yelling im fine, what a waste of time. Losing my mind chasing this grind, taking it in one day at a time. Trying to structure my self with a grace Devine I'm always watching the clock cause I'm running out of time Used to call me clocktower, thoughts can carry real power. I used to be a bad apple, now I just wrastle with the things that are nesseled seaking refuge in my vessel. Twenty nine now, in my prime now, asking God how can I become a cash cow and he's like not now. So I plant the seeds and tend to the garden. Any fresh growth i quickly gaurd em. Cause I'm