Thoughtless life making everybody heartbreak at night I left you guys in the dark cause I was to worried about going and hanging out with my friends never thought it would end everything we had as family but now we can’t even see each other physically I’m going crazy in my head mentally fucked up idk how to fix it tho I wish I could go back to when it was just me you and wrennly man but I’ll never get that back again. Man I really did this time fucked one to many time yeah I’m sorry for all the heartbreak that I caused and making are family fall apart. Now I got all these scars on my arm been through hell and back man I can’t believe we fell apart I thought we had it from the start happy family laughing sharing hearts at the park so many memories made then left in the dark know I’m thinking suicidal thoughts tryna not to go to the gun cabinet and grab the 38 yacht cause I don’t like the thought of that after life talk.