I feel so alone my heart's it been fucking stone. Lost my desire to Iive when y'all just left. I feel like a victim to theft. Couldnt feel anything I just wept. Was using to hide to abusing, but I realized I was choosing my medicine over my crew. Y'all tried to get through to me but I didn't see the love. Inseperable once, but it took a punch over time since I was commiting crime. Cuz its my fault I been smoking lotta reefer now Walking round like a drug addicted clown. And it's my fault for being caught, shoulda know better I've been taught. And goddamnit's all my fault. Always had you by my side, y'all were my family, my joy and pride. I was finally happy this is probably sappy but I don't care cuz I'mma get this outta my hair. Just sit and stare, to this beat and just blare, until I can't care. Sit right here and sing with no tears. Feels like it's been years, since I heard you say, the truth but I just pushed it away, if I had listened it could've just stayed. Every night I sit and pray, for you to text me hey, or to just come and say, how you did today. But I can say or maybe I'll spray, you were right when you say I was running away. Paint my picture of what I'd like for our future Cuz its my fault I been smoking lotta reefer now Walking round like a drug addicted clown. And it's my fault for being caught, shoulda know better I've been taught. And goddamnit's all my fault. I can't tell if this is real, or know how you feel. But I love you all, hope you call, before I fall. I remember every night we spent, pented up in the house, before the doubts I still remember those nights , before the fight we was happy. I don't know if it can be fixed, but I can't do nothing but moan and piss. But I hope we can reconnect before the devil comes to collect.