Come back Its Killing Me
I feel the steps ta this pathway *jus hold me Jus Hold Me* I see its dead, at least halfway *Jus Hold Me Jus Hold Me* I need to get this shit off my chest, I Jus' hope You actually listen with Your heart & not Your head. So Take a breath, let me release myself from this mess You left me wit, exxd me off ya list, Said love, but thats a wish, A CRUEL TRICK, HIT ME QUICK, LIKE A FAST PITCH, JUST A TRICK SAID SHE WAS A BAD BITCH, INSTEAD SHES JUST A BAD HABBIT, & IM AN ADDICT, TRAGEDIES & SADNESS DEPRESSION SETS IN, OPEN CUTS OVER SCARS, that I bled with Cuz I Guess when Severed veins, is betteR than several severed heads. WE WAS LIKE A KNOT NOW WE'RE NOT ITS JUS TATTERED THREADS TORN TA SHREDS, Now for real, lets switch over ta the weather, 🙄😉😅 'WHAT?' WHATEVER. JUS FEEL everything thats gettin said. Its MADNESS BABE, IM SITTIN DEAD WIT THIS SADNESS WISHIN WE COULD RESET & SUBTRACT THE CHEMS, WHICH TOOK & BENT WHAT SHOULDA BEEN TA NEVER AGAIN NEVER AGAIN WILL I FEEL YOUR SKIN UPON MY SKIN, NEVER WILL I FEEL AGAIN, NEVER AGAIN WILL I TRUST LOVE IS LUST LESS THEN DUST. LOVE IS PAIN. PAINS FROM BEIN ALONE, & NOT OKAY IN LOTSA WAYS. STRAINED FROM THE THOUGHTS THAT KEEP ME LOCKED AWAY. LOST IN SPACE. TRYNA BLOCK THE VOICES THAT NEVER STOP IM IN COLD PLACE. I LOVE YOU ABBY, dont let memories of the bad OUTWEIGH THE GOOD TIMES we had please. We both know Theres been more Awesome Times. Except most people only tend to focus on the awful sides, which shift a haze over the light, not ever remembering the Good night that we both became the spark that ignited our passion to a fire. our late night talks FLIPPED from OUR FEARS & DESIRES, YOU WAS MY DRUG THAT GOT ME HIGHER, DUMB LOVE, ITS ROTTEN, FROM TALKIN ON so many topics, Tslowin down, til it stopped, WHICH GOT US BOTH locked in our own DARK deep thoughts. Lost. Knowin not that we oughta speak the raw drops OFF THR TOP FRESH & hot. If not the silence EVEN TURNS THE best cold on the spot. How could we keep the connection goin If its ALWAYS paused. Blocked. Faded. & rejected. **AHHHH** Im not Your enemy, believe me, I started fallin for You the moment You befriended me. then You left, like "On To The Next" that needle got You set. & YEP I wish I could leave me. Its sending me into a state of frenzy, DEMENTED & I wanna End me. Not us! **FÙCK** I know im not perfect, Im Sorry I hurt You, I went berserk FOR REAL cuz You hurt me first. SO I made YoU FEEL WORSE. BUT YOU didnt deserve IT NOW IM NOT WORTH IT IM WORTHLESS. WOW IM SITTIN ON THIS EARTH WISHIN WE COULD WORK THIS OUT. IM BOUT TO DROWN, MY TEARS ARE COUNTLESS NOW. COMPARE OUR HAPPY MOMENT TO THE BAD ONES & COUNT EM OUT. I HAD THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS, I FINALLY HAD A QUEEN. I FINALLY FELT LIKE I WAS SOMEONE WHO HAD BEEN SEEN. NOT FOR WHAT I DO IN THESE STREETS OR IN THE SCENE. YOUR EYES THEY HAD THAT GLEAM. THEN I LET MY PARANOIA SPEAK, LIKE I WASNT WHAT YOU NEED, I WASNT WHAT YOU WANTED. I FELT LIKE YOU WERE AGAINSTwaa Aww ME IT SENT ME INTO A RAGE, SAYING THINGS I DIDNT MEAN. BEING MEAN BECAME MY WAY INSTEAD OF MEANING WHAT I SAY. NOW ITS TIME TO FLIP THE PAGE. MY MISTAKES WILL FOREVER BE THE THING THAT LET ME DESTROY THE "WE" I JUS SIT IN THIS SHIT WITH THIS SICKNESS & REVISIT THE MEMORY OF WHEN WE 1ST KICKED IT. MID WINTER GETTIN LIT SWIFTLY HITTIN ROCKS SHARING & COMPARING THOUGHTS. **SICKNESS** WALKIN & TALKIN FAST, SITTIN AT THE TRACKS, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF DAMN THIS CHICK REALLY GETS IT. WE CLICKED QUICK. THEN SHIFTED TO THIS SHIT. ITS SICK KID HOW ONE MOMENT WE IN A ZONE, TA NOW YOUR HEART IT TURNED TA STONE WE LIFTED EACH OTHER UP TA SAY FUCK IT. I GIVE UP. WELL 2 MIDDLE FINGERS UP SLUT, YOU FADED OUT WHEN WE GOT STUCK INA RUT. FUCKED FROM THE DRUGS IN US. TWISTIN US LIKE A SPINNER. YOU WERE THE GLITTER, THE GLIMMER SHINE IN THIS BITTER LIFE I CALL TIME. I QUIT IT. I SHOULD DROP IN AN INSTANT. INA MOMENT IM HOPIN ARM OPEN. DOPIN, KNOWIN WHEN IM SOBER ILL STILL BE BROKEN. ITS SICK HOW YOU COULD JUS EXIST. BUT HIT ME WIT THE SILENCE. TA ME YOU WERE A WISH. NOW IM GETTIN LIT TO FORGET YOU EXIST. IN WHICH LIKE EVERYTHING WAS TEMPORARY NOW ITS JUS NON EXISTENT.
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I feel the steps ta this pathway *jus hold me Jus Hold Me* I see its dead, at least halfway *Jus Hold Me Jus Hold Me* I need to get this shit off my chest, I Jus' hope You actually listen with Your heart & not Your head. So Take a breath, let me release myself from this mess You left me wit, exxd me off ya list, Said love, but thats a wish, A CRUEL TRICK, HIT ME QUICK, LIKE A FAST PITCH, JUST A TRICK SAID SHE WAS A BAD BITCH, INSTEAD SHES JUST A BAD HABBIT, & IM AN ADDICT, TRAGEDIES & SADNESS DEPRESSION SETS IN, OPEN CUTS OVER SCARS, that I bled with Cuz I Guess when Severed veins, is betteR than several severed heads. WE WAS LIKE A KNOT NOW WE'RE NOT ITS JUS TATTERED THREADS TORN TA SHREDS, Now for real, lets switch over ta the weather, 🙄😉😅 'WHAT?' WHATEVER. JUS FEEL everything thats gettin said. Its MADNESS BABE, IM SITTIN DEAD WIT THIS SADNESS WISHIN WE COULD RESET & SUBTRACT THE CHEMS, WHICH TOOK & BENT WHAT SHOULDA BEEN TA NEVER AGAIN NEVER AGAIN WILL I FEEL YOUR SKIN UPON MY SKIN, NEVER WILL I FEEL AGAIN, NEVER AGAIN WILL I TRUST LOVE IS LUST LESS THEN DUST. LOVE IS PAIN. PAINS FROM BEIN ALONE, & NOT OKAY IN LOTSA WAYS. STRAINED FROM THE THOUGHTS THAT KEEP ME LOCKED AWAY. LOST IN SPACE. TRYNA BLOCK THE VOICES THAT NEVER STOP IM IN COLD PLACE. I LOVE YOU ABBY, dont let memories of the bad OUTWEIGH THE GOOD TIMES we had please. We both know Theres been more Awesome Times. Except most people only tend to focus on the awful sides, which shift a haze over the light, not ever remembering the Good night that we both became the spark that ignited our passion to a fire. our late night talks FLIPPED from OUR FEARS & DESIRES, YOU WAS MY DRUG THAT GOT ME HIGHER, DUMB LOVE, ITS ROTTEN, FROM TALKIN ON so many topics, Tslowin down, til it stopped, WHICH GOT US BOTH locked in our own DARK deep thoughts. Lost. Knowin not that we oughta speak the raw drops OFF THR TOP FRESH & hot. If not the silence EVEN TURNS THE best cold on the spot. How could we keep the connection goin If its ALWAYS paused. Blocked. Faded. & rejected. **AHHHH** Im not Your enemy, believe me, I started fallin for You the moment You befriended me. then You left, like "On To The Next" that needle got You set. & YEP I wish I could leave me. Its sending me into a state of frenzy, DEMENTED & I wanna End me. Not us! **FÙCK** I know im not perfect, Im Sorry I hurt You, I went berserk FOR REAL cuz You hurt me first. SO I made YoU FEEL WORSE. BUT YOU didnt deserve IT NOW IM NOT WORTH IT IM WORTHLESS. WOW IM SITTIN ON THIS EARTH WISHIN WE COULD WORK THIS OUT. IM BOUT TO DROWN, MY TEARS ARE COUNTLESS NOW. COMPARE OUR HAPPY MOMENT TO THE BAD ONES & COUNT EM OUT. I HAD THE WOMAN OF MY DREAMS, I FINALLY HAD A QUEEN. I FINALLY FELT LIKE I WAS SOMEONE WHO HAD BEEN SEEN. NOT FOR WHAT I DO IN THESE STREETS OR IN THE SCENE. YOUR EYES THEY HAD THAT GLEAM. THEN I LET MY PARANOIA SPEAK, LIKE I WASNT WHAT YOU NEED, I WASNT WHAT YOU WANTED. I FELT LIKE YOU WERE AGAINSTwaa Aww ME IT SENT ME INTO A RAGE, SAYING THINGS I DIDNT MEAN. BEING MEAN BECAME MY WAY INSTEAD OF MEANING WHAT I SAY. NOW ITS TIME TO FLIP THE PAGE. MY MISTAKES WILL FOREVER BE THE THING THAT LET ME DESTROY THE "WE" I JUS SIT IN THIS SHIT WITH THIS SICKNESS & REVISIT THE MEMORY OF WHEN WE 1ST KICKED IT. MID WINTER GETTIN LIT SWIFTLY HITTIN ROCKS SHARING & COMPARING THOUGHTS. **SICKNESS** WALKIN & TALKIN FAST, SITTIN AT THE TRACKS, I THOUGHT TO MYSELF DAMN THIS CHICK REALLY GETS IT. WE CLICKED QUICK. THEN SHIFTED TO THIS SHIT. ITS SICK KID HOW ONE MOMENT WE IN A ZONE, TA NOW YOUR HEART IT TURNED TA STONE WE LIFTED EACH OTHER UP TA SAY FUCK IT. I GIVE UP. WELL 2 MIDDLE FINGERS UP SLUT, YOU FADED OUT WHEN WE GOT STUCK INA RUT. FUCKED FROM THE DRUGS IN US. TWISTIN US LIKE A SPINNER. YOU WERE THE GLITTER, THE GLIMMER SHINE IN THIS BITTER LIFE I CALL TIME. I QUIT IT. I SHOULD DROP IN AN INSTANT. INA MOMENT IM HOPIN ARM OPEN. DOPIN, KNOWIN WHEN IM SOBER ILL STILL BE BROKEN. ITS SICK HOW YOU COULD JUS EXIST. BUT HIT ME WIT THE SILENCE. TA ME YOU WERE A WISH. NOW IM GETTIN LIT TO FORGET YOU EXIST. IN WHICH LIKE EVERYTHING WAS TEMPORARY NOW ITS JUS NON EXISTENT.
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