nightmares

with these nightmares cant sleep at night/ wild thoughts i cant do nothing right/ Lord please just take my fuckin life/ strong feelings about suicide/ but i always hold it down for dogs who died/ rewind in this life aint no such thing/ i wanna ask God why all this pain/when you took Buster everything just changed/ and i gotta tell ya without my dad it all seems strange/ i get to thinkink wuts the point/gotta roll me joint/ cause cant find the answer and its gettin annoying/ its ironic catch a dream, but miss the appointment/ my advice to u is enjoy the small things/ and if u living dirty be prepared for wut the law brings/ nightmares i wake up in shivers/ go to god for answers, start reading my scripture/ im just a sculpture god creation/ the good book say ill receive blessings, well im still waiting/ Lord protect me im in a shootout wit satin/ all i know is streetlife i need a vacation/ my flow on these will shock u like tasors/ my race against time,watching the clock impatient/ imma live wire show off and bitch im flagrant!