sad vibes

crying,lying,dying I don't know how to feel everything so different I try the use drugs but nothing works like I used to I tried vaping everything's fading sad vibes it's all lies disguise everybody's so different in my eyes my ex cries but I leave the shit behind I wish I could just rewind I use the watch on my wrist as a distraction my bitch is my new attraction this rap shit is now my new passion how could this fucking happen I try to hide my pain like it's going to reheal I try to put it in a bottle but it doesn't seem to seal right I told my new bitch that I'm gonna die soon now feels like im trapped in a room I wish I could fix it but how I really need to fix this right now I'll tell you I'm fine when I'm really not I don't want you to know my true pain bright lights on me I'm getting nervous do I really deserve this all these hoes is rats don't know who to trust my heart like a chopper it going to bust but like everything metal it gonna turn to rust i dont even know if I'm alive today but I didn't really want to cry today song lyrics say goodbye today goodbye today