Everyday I lay in this bed alone with these thoughts in my head of suicide how sometimes I wish I was dead. Wish you would have taking my life that August 29th night that I hit the tree and it paralyzed me for life.You spared me and gave me a second chance to change my life now pray to God every night thanking him for my new life. praise Jesus he gave his life for my mistakes .praise Jesus he gave his life so I could stay. praise Jesus he died upon the cross if not for him I would be lost. that night when I came to I knew my life was screwed .so I close my eyes and I began to pray asking you to let me live one more day .so I can see my family so I can apologize for all the thieving and all the lies. I heard sirens coming my way that's when i knew you heard my prayers and I was going to be ok .he opened up my eyes and made me realize how much my family meant to me.ever since then they been doing everything they could to take care of me constantly showing me love and not let me give up praise Jesus he gave his life for my mistakes .praise Jesus he gave his life so I could stay .praise Jesus he died upon the cross if not for him I would be lost praise Jesus.