when I was lost up in the darkness i grew heartless I've always known the hardships being happy was the hardest imagine life without a light I had to fight never knew what was wrong was really right In sight of growing up I had to understand daddy was an alcoholic and momma had no chance I was only 10 when that shit hit the fan we made a run for it me and momma had a plan but wasn't 3ven over I was far from gaining closure momma started doing drugs I was caught up in a toaster I was forced to grow up faster then I wanted to I guess I'm looking back on something I grew apart from too