life

whys this life so fucked up got me in a choke hold n it ain't letting up I've had enough of this rough life no love from above no white doves no hugs just the drank n drugs watch me smoke n chug until I'm numb watch me overdose I know it sounds gross I'm so close to a coffin n a rose my heart might explode if I keep going down this road emotions run cold no feelings no soul life is starting to take its toll on me i feel like a zombie the walking dead shed no tears my soul has fled I made my bed so I must lay in this dread i shed blood for this music I want it more than you know what to do with it I know ima go to hell for sure no cure my destiny is fs made a deal with the unpure no saving me now clocks run out I'm In the clouds n i ain't coming down if I do I might pop myself watch me slump on the ground watch my suicide plot go down I tried to stay positive now I know ima drown in this depression I learned many lessons full of expressions n aggression i have to get away from this suppression if I dont ima blow my brains out with a weapon leave you reckless don Z