I'm so confused back to ground zero back to tha crash site from when my life first spiraled outta control why? I ask myself i said I would never travel back down this broken road. said I would never put any drug in front of my baby boy, he's only 6 years old we talk about love and that's a word I never knew till I met his beautiful soul. he counted on me to show him. the ropes, show him how to be a man & to give him a fair chance at life life all his little bro's. I let him down, choose the dope over his love,now let's see where this goes... I'm scared.. terrified at where I'm head an feeling like it's to late to switch lanes off this road. god help me cause right now I feel like a 38 with one bullet is the only way to change the outcome why me God? why did I end up like this? why did I have to be the one to lose the power of choice to just say no. kbg daddy loves ya, and I'm so sorry for what I am baby only god knows.  I cant do it no more I'm so confused i just want you to know the daddy u wish I woulda been., is tha daddy I wanted to be too! goodnight korbin blaize gibbens. everytime u close your eyes daddy's right there beside you