Eyes Open (Edit)

Keep your eyes open Never know when you Might see something Seems so far but keep hoping Seems to hard but keep coping Just keep your eyes open Look at what you’ve done to yourself You run from yourself Acting like you ain’t got no help Finding your comfort in hell Keep on hugging yourself Like you ain’t comfortable But you loving your cell Take the keys but nothing helps To ease all that yells Release all your screams But the issues you won’t tell Is it only me who feels that peace isn’t real Cuz it never wants to meet Or at least spark up a deal I don’t think that it will Is it teasing us still? And they wondering why We tempted to start popping them pills Like it’s only in our dreams We find meaning and health But this wound can’t be healed Like we’re the only ones sorta ill I don’t like settling n it kills Now I’m beating the rails Hide the problems But it only makes them grow We pretend like it doesn’t matter Till it’s affecting our growth You say “Me too” Like it’s me and you both But I don’t know if you faking or relatin I don’t trust these voices They sound a lot like A demon from Satan All these words but... I keep my focus on the ones hatin Keep your eyes open Never know when you Might see something Keep hoping Keep coping Keep your eyes open My eyes are open But it feels like a curse Wish that they were closed Or at least outta my zone Keeping them open could be dangerous But that’s something I didn’t know I’m tryna keep it together I’m tryna be better Struggling to keep climbing the ladder Doubting if it even matters Maybe I’m on the wrong ladder Everything I thought would take The sadness only made it steeper Everything is cuttin deeper Rhyming like it heals me But I can’t find peace Cuz the depression steals me My eyes are open But its hard to keep them there When you already excepted the dark Maybe it would be easier if they shut I’ve never been one to bet on luck Mostly because it’s never in my favor You can tell by my behavior Feel happiness daily? That’s something I savor I feel trapped I try to shake off the feeling But it won’t waver Will it ever? I’m guessing never Keep your eyes open Never know when you Might see something Seems so far but keep hoping Seems to hard but keep coping Just keep your eyes open