Tied up in a Moment

#bminterviewer #rapfame #war #military #thosewhoserved #thankyou #family #explicit #violent #1iy2 (This is not about me or anyone I know, Thanks goes outbto those who served) tied up in a moment between life and death hiding behind enemy lines in a trench on my back with this gun on my chest I cant help but think whats coming next? got my family back at home waiting for me lovingly and hopingly to come back to my rightful throne the power is above me, around me, and within me I must harness it, i must own enemys getting closer, closing in fuck oh shit, time to fight, but its their time to go I've been spotted by one comes at me with the bayonet on his gun block it with my rifle fingers though his eye holes boot knife through his throat strip him of his clothes now I look like my foes I just hope they dont know I packed my clothes up in his back pack so I can change back hopefully now my allies will see me and not attack find my way to a gunners nest seven of them working in it, bullets flying in it I keep low. one by one real slow they go I grab onto the turret still keeping low shoot blindly aiming high as i radio to my guys im that one shooting in the sky that i got theirs clothes on, stealth mode im on I take the ammunition throw it over the wall, speak in enemies language ammo is out thats it, thats all jump myself back into a trench way at the end, one by one I go down the line decapitating each one from behind my allied forces now have gained enemy lines because I got them all blind still with enemy clothes I retreat back, speaking to them telling them enemys are coming, they're on the attack, I point over to the left big flash of light makes them all lose their sight as my guys come from the right to mow them all down like nighty night. we are advancing we are gaining, we are winning this fight, all because I took up the courage found the strength the might knowing its do or die and I want to live as i pray through the sky its like hell on earth watching every body fry my eyes just want to deny what they are seeing I really can't believe it but its there, right in front of me I do not dare, I'm shunned of it doesn't mean I'm done with it not fun but gotta finish finish the mission so I can get home to see my family's new addition I see it like a premonition im coming home, god I miss them thanks for not dismissing me I know God you always be blessing me and the devil always trying to be hexxing me but im stronger than that, with God its more than flexing without a question time to lay down my weapon go home to rightful throne with my family, its like heaven Thank you God I must confess man without you I'd be more than less man a big fat nothing thanks for your loving got me blushing all true I ain't bluffing on my way home now im rushing im buzzing man, war, I had enough man brothers will always be brothers ready to see my family the new little one to discover along with her beautiful mother, my beautiful wife new battle, new chapter, new life get my mind off the past in my heart they will forever last part of mission completion lot of grievance but for the little one now time for me to be teaching good heathens new life new breathing cycle of the seasons new purpose in my life it now has a whole new meaning make the most of the present shine for her luminescent teach her about God his wonderful blessings, life lessons, I know she will have endless questions give her my all so she'll never be guessing happily a father family intentions after the Honorable mentions God, man I'm so happy my rifle is laid down to rest man To the Brothers, God bless man. New life, New test man. I want to make it clear that I have not served but Thank you goes out to those who have served.