When I’m at school I always hang around everybody But when I’m home nobody down to ride I just want someone by my side And I can’t seem to find Someone that gone be wit me all the time And I’m praying to god just take my life Just help me make it right All these friends be so fucking fake inside I been begging you to die But you don’t listen at the same fucking time Sometimes I just wanna cry But I can’t no more Next step Imma catch a homicide Yuh even at my best I’m always depressed Don’t matter wtf you say I’m always feeling less Cuz life is just a fucking test Fucked up in my head I never got to fit in wit the rest So what if my life’s a mess