free

one day ill be free from this grief and misery the pain is overwhelming me and still i find it hard to sleep this feeling coming over me it makes it hard for me to breath my mind is full of evil things and though i find it hard to change i find a way to change myself in different ways that it will help all these feelings that i felt all the things i ever held heart taste like bitter stale all them days up in that cell swear i went through some hell makes me feel so overwhelmed it hurts me down to my core hope that i can end this war that i have never won before muscles aching and body sore need some thread my heart is torn go and fetch my holy sword being better than before got three options pick a door need to drop down to the floor its my fault i cut the cord one more chance on my word please wont u forgive me lord for allbthe things i have done all the times i did u wrong all the people i dis harm give me a chance to my heart on and on myheart is wrong its locked up tight wishing to be free ×2 and on and on i feel this pain got this poison in my veins bad thoughts up in my brain hope that i can make the change mind is blurry cant see a thing if they knew my past then i would hang