You Should Believe In Me

i been on. i been on. i been on..A motha fuckin long time. i lived a long life. Check the mental health. i fixed myself. it's gon be alright. comfortable alone. I proof you can if you decide. being alone almost killed me i was depressed. didn't get no sex. like a fish outside the water. i had no breathe. i thought i died. humans played me on this weakness. had no rest. don't know what sleep is. God gon test. and so will people. i ain't sober y'all i lied. Aint nobody like me i don't blame you i don't either. That's why demons constantly fight with me. God will never leave my side. People always feel my vibe. Close to homies still alive. It gets hot i. still be chilling like. walk in the room and steal night. you should believe in me you just be leaving me. leaving needing me behind moving to Tennessee i set inside my mind it is destiny. to be a good father A man my sons can be proud of. and even tho times may get harder it's good I'll pray even louder. I've changed from Beta to Alpha. they'll be leaders you watch what