Caught in the Havoc

#bminterviewer #rapfame #explicitcontent #drugs #awareness #havoc #caught #life#1iy2 caught in the havoc with all these bad habits im caught in the havoc with all these bad habits I've been caught in the havoc with all these bad habits im caught in the havoc so there you have it I've been kidnapped part of havocs snack life let me have it back where were you dawg? you said you had my back but now im trapped like im under water can't breathe drowning farther down the downward spiral negativity becoming so viral im aware now no longer in denial its been a while I went down the wrong freakin aisle stuck in havocs path part of havocs map this is tragic man its a tragedy havocs mad at me all this agony has me in disbelief need a strategy or some magic alchemy yo havoc's shoutin at me getting so damn loud with me anxiety, get this crowd from me free me from this misery away from all this trickery come on let's go we gotta hurry let's skurry my vision getting blurry drugs they show no mercy the wrong heartless journey hop in the car turn key below par, like a birdie fly away to seize the day to go down the way trying to stay under the radar drugs be masking who we are tempory masking the pain part of havocs dismay havoc wants me to stay it's getting harder to play almost making me defenseless im losing all my senses feeling so fucking tense man the poisons i immense in got my life guessing without a question decisions i be hesitant its caught up, no longer pleasant man living now in peasant land Im not messing man feel like a lesser man its always testing me teasing me fake pleasing me freezing seizing squeezing me forever losing battle day by day becoming more freakin fragile need to pray , where's the chapel im now in pieces feeling like shrapnel no more pride, im not proud havocs killing me winning this bout I gotta turn it around need to take action now and have havoc plowed the fuck down time to take control no more havoc allowed, im part of havocs map I've had it, im about to snap, screw the havoc, this is my life and im having it back