Disguise
I may seem alive however truly I'm dead inside under this blackened sky (I'm standing) Looking for reason to live and not die Smiling (lying, hiding) behind this disguise Dark demons tearing into my soul they bekong to me but the demons have control They have nowhere to run they have nowhere to hide they are out of options nowhere else to go oh, behind my smile is a hidden frown acting happy when I'm really down nights always the worst lay wishing I could die my happiness is a motherfucking lie my thoughts go dark personality turns black (unleashing my beast) I can never go back I'm pretending I'm made of steel pretending I'm hurt, can't show or reveal but honestly I lack to feel only one had taken the wheel Ride or die Anger in me still resides always to remind myself I dispise Anger he is my closest of friends riding With me since the beginning and I know he will be there in the end Maybe you can't see behind this calm face blue eyes hides a raging storm A war inside my head since the day i was born I may seem alive however truly I'm dead inside under this blackened sky (I'm standing) Looking for reason to live and not die Smiling (lying, hiding) behind this disguise See these demons they nevr go away their always there just outta site waiting in the background till the time is right The demons so distructive fucking up the life that I knew you can hate everything about me because i hate myself too a date i hold dear drove my mind to disappear driving off the bridge in silence and fear overwhelming darkness hade me drive there I've tried to act like I care can't show how deep my despair a hurt deep in my soul I'm not sure what This thing in my chest keeps beating for all my experiences they've shown me how treacherous love can be it's made me dead inside can't you see my anger built up stirring within reflecting on where my life could have been I may seem alive however truly I'm dead inside under this blackened sky (I'm standing) Looking for reason to live and not die Smiling (lying, hiding) behind this disguise it's hard to explain these demons inside this daily struggle this daily ride when will these demons go away? When will this end? my screams lost in the wind the thing about this kind of pain it never truly goes away and childhood scars never really fade.
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I may seem alive however truly I'm dead inside under this blackened sky (I'm standing) Looking for reason to live and not die Smiling (lying, hiding) behind this disguise Dark demons tearing into my soul they bekong to me but the demons have control They have nowhere to run they have nowhere to hide they are out of options nowhere else to go oh, behind my smile is a hidden frown acting happy when I'm really down nights always the worst lay wishing I could die my happiness is a motherfucking lie my thoughts go dark personality turns black (unleashing my beast) I can never go back I'm pretending I'm made of steel pretending I'm hurt, can't show or reveal but honestly I lack to feel only one had taken the wheel Ride or die Anger in me still resides always to remind myself I dispise Anger he is my closest of friends riding With me since the beginning and I know he will be there in the end Maybe you can't see behind this calm face blue eyes hides a raging storm A war inside my head since the day i was born I may seem alive however truly I'm dead inside under this blackened sky (I'm standing) Looking for reason to live and not die Smiling (lying, hiding) behind this disguise See these demons they nevr go away their always there just outta site waiting in the background till the time is right The demons so distructive fucking up the life that I knew you can hate everything about me because i hate myself too a date i hold dear drove my mind to disappear driving off the bridge in silence and fear overwhelming darkness hade me drive there I've tried to act like I care can't show how deep my despair a hurt deep in my soul I'm not sure what This thing in my chest keeps beating for all my experiences they've shown me how treacherous love can be it's made me dead inside can't you see my anger built up stirring within reflecting on where my life could have been I may seem alive however truly I'm dead inside under this blackened sky (I'm standing) Looking for reason to live and not die Smiling (lying, hiding) behind this disguise it's hard to explain these demons inside this daily struggle this daily ride when will these demons go away? When will this end? my screams lost in the wind the thing about this kind of pain it never truly goes away and childhood scars never really fade.
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