In the moment it had to happen my heart ... mind.... soul was sadden Everyone calling me a great hero nonetheless I'm still feeling less than zero listening to all the noise still no voice of comfort is this the end I'm ill seems I'm really done for (continously lost in darkness) Will I ever be able to stand tall again Will I ever be able to smile or at least grin Drowning in sin drinking Gin looking for a moment to win so I get the thinking will I ever stop drinkin sinkin smoking and realize no matter how hard life gets remember we're all beautiful but we're all only just human This war in my mind I cant seem to end Heaven please help me I just want a friend Going to a place only I ever know Cut into my face Am I beautiful to you What am I doing!! I'm only human!! What am I doing I'm only human Looking back sets my mind at ease I relax close my eyes and recap extract wisdom from my life past concrete jungle where I received only to fumble tumble listen to my love ones crumble I made a promise I had to keep for me myself no chance to blink as time past seems that I still think (think(echo) Will I ever have a chance to win? Will I ever have a chance to climb this mountain? All I know is I wont give up man tryna to make his own paradise dont get stuck I say who gives a fuck just remember what I said live life to the fullest only you can rule this homie dont act clueless foolish remember we're all only just human! This war in my mind I cant seem to end Heaven please help me I just want a friend Going to a place only I ever know Cut into my face Am I beautiful to you What am I doing!! I'm only human!! What am I doing I'm only human Wake up feel alive the drive to continue on course of course you can make it you been through worse feel the hunger plus the thirst your place is not last but first gunna make it to the T.O.P before you have to lay back flat in a Hearse before they lay us in the dirt we'll pull up Amerikkka's skirt and find a way to make it work if you afraid find your way to get yourself to the nearest church Listen to the birds chirp Is this peace at last?! Your reflection in the mirror shattered glass! Is it to much to ask?! To lay down close my eyes and just relax! And let time pass! Dont forget we're all only human This war in my mind I cant seem to end Heaven please help me I just want a friend Going to a place only I ever know Cut into my face Am I beautiful to you What am I doing!! I'm only human!! What am I doing I'm only human