HURT FOR YOU

Without you I'm not livin I wanted us to be a love story but it turned out to be fiction I wanna be your number one not an honorable mention There's no description It's like a part of me is missin I just need someone to talk to but nobody fucking listens I can't find happiness, what's even the definition? Don't wanna theripist, to drug me outta recognition Don't want the prescription, another addiction That won't fix it So I just slit my wrists and Other self infliction Wear long sleeves avoid suspicion Say I'm doing great so they don't see my condition Cause ion want their pity, I don't want attention Just wanna hold you but with her I'm no competition So I sit there and watch I cry so hard I can't talk It's like I wanna say something but I can't fucking speak I wanna tell you how I feel but I know that you'll just leave I can feel my heart breaking piece by worthless piece Sobbing my eyes out it's not dark but I can't see You leave me on opened while I cry myself to sleep I'm in the fucking shower screaming my lungs out til I can't BREATHE I can't believe I fell for you... I woulda walked straight into hell for you... Woulda died a thousand times just to be the girl for you... I'd steal the world for you... Even after all this time I swear I still hurt for you... Do you ever hurt for me...? #hurtforyou #hurtforme #doyouever #younglove #played #heartbroken