Fuck your hate

#Expansion let me know what you want from me I can't read your fucking mind about to scream, you've always had it out for me even family takin shit behind my back damn it ain't supposed to be like that after foster care I lost my head because of it at the age six going back home looking for love but only got hate black sheep never to relate momma was hooked on dope always sick takin her anger out on me like I was the problem or a disease fuck give me a break you cant blame me for your mistakes I was just a kid how you gonna put that shit on my plate like I'm the one who put us in this place your the parent so take your blame it ain't my place to be pinned for all the pain you create through everyone of your mistakes you got one baby killed and the rest taken away now I'm stuck here with the pain you put on me through the years trina run from all these tiers all these fears all this pain but I can never get far enough away you always bring it up and shove it in my face like I'm the one that never changed but now it's my time to prove my point you made me who I am today with all of your abuse slander and hate I wish I never came from your whom its the birthplace of my tomb with it comes only doom the way you speak on me is so rude im ashamed of how I was raised no good coming from you just look at me I'm the proof I should have had better life growing up you never give a fuck now because of it I'm stuck in this place I dont care to be with all these demons making me feel weak how the fuck did you think it was going to be when you left me for the drugs I started running the streets this pain turn me to beast look at me now I landed on my feet with all your deciete all the wicked hurtful things you said an did they still be in your mouth thats okay you'll never tare me down buildin up my house brick by brick when I'm done you gonna see a kingdom made by the hands of one yeah beautiful as can be fit for a king yeah you know that's me but in your eyes I'll always be a disease keep throwin shade at me promise you gonna see everything I'm about to achieve