I be on the adderall and lean And I’m always fucked up on the codeine I be staying on these beans I stay smoking that douja Fucked up in my head yuh you know it Put the 9 on yo face then I blow it Choppa come out and blow in your face Just like juice wrld my life a death race Doing all this shit and I still ain’t caught a case Back in Arizona I was on shrooms and acid All that shit it had drove me into a madness It’s like the drugs they was holdin me captive People say everything about me be ratchet Imma be honest when my pops walked out that shit hurt That had hit me in the heart make me wanna lay in a fucking hearse It’s like my life’s a fucking curse So just lay me in the fucking dirt Depression had me locked up It had my head all fucked up That’s why I had to stay drugged up