fantasies

been living my fantasies, that's only fantasizing,realising that later,just lost a few people, mom of course,dad of course, and my one and only sister,she's was blissful, been depressed a lot, only to find out it's pain,been trying to live my own life man i failed, because of the pain I'm in people don't understand, looks like I'm the only one who's different in my own ways, when people talk about families to me it feels like hell, been hurt a lot trying to understand life a little, stop it it just hurts me, because i have no one in my life, looks like I'm lonely too, can i watch loony toons, ''oh he's childish and watching toons that's gross'' the last thing i need is judgement, stop judging you don't even know what I'm going Through, my mind my feelings just condemned by this dark world, ohh I'm living it just feels like hell man, never been there but feels like i witnessed that, the snares the hats,just make me gain some anger to say i don't care what you think as long as i love what i do just go and fuck your too, stop it,pop it,looks like life is so unfair,rich people evil, poor people kind,that's an apposite right,nah let me live my life,