THINKING OUT LOUD || Part Two

I feel like there’s a weight crushing down on my chest Look up to the sky like why am I always so stressed I confess, I’m scared to let them down but I’m scared to impress All these thoughts in my mind they just can’t connect Being okay seems far fetched, depressed, the rest Reject, a wreck, self-respect, Working on the girl in the mirror but I can’t perfect what it reflects Put up walls and I try to protect Yeah sometimes I project but neglect to let Anyone inside, denied access Get my lungs checked, can’t take a breath Cutting lines into my flesh I’m blessed but I’m oppressed my mind is messed up Like a house my demons are guests of Sorry if the decorations are anything but festive but lately I’ve been having some revelations, ruminations Like how I live my life to live up to expectations But honestly probably just need a congratulations A pat on the back from the older generations See I’ve never been good at separations But I need to let some things go, my mind’s a mess need some organization Tryna build myself up without a foundation Writing songs without inspiration Losing my patience I’m feelin so faded I hate it I fake it I’m always so anxious but don’t ever say it So now I'ma say it Yeah Saying what goes on in my mind Hold onto shit cause I hate goodbyes Look at the clock like god how time flies and I hate what I am so I put on disguise and I’m sorry To everyone That I’ve hurt while I’s fucked up I guess I’m a fuck up Just know that I love yuh Yeah I love yuh #tol2 #getmefeatured