stay steady trying to maintain but your stuck in my damn brain is this what it feels like when your insane yea just steady trying to maintain my car broke down today had to walk contemplating life strollin down tha block and I'm hungry need a chicken hawk just wishing you where around to talk I stay steady trying to maintain but your stuck in my damn brain is this what it feels like when your insane yea just steady trying to maintain got to my friends house about five I guess im just glad to still be alive hope I can get my car fixed when I arrive there 2morrow cause im filled with sorrow does anyone have any money I can borrow cause I'm trying to try and stay steady trying just to maintain. but all these thoughts stay stuck in my damn brain. I guess this is what it feels like 2 go insane yeah everyday just constantly trying to maintain. to everyone who's ever helped me along the way I appreciate it I just hope it all doesn't go to waste cause just contemplating this life leaves me with a awful taste. in my mouth hope it dont all go south another day more clout maybe a few more fans but I doubt.