i was asleep woke up to a nightmare on her side like im right here i cant sleep had to fight tears tryda to wake us both up cant eat cus she not here cant be who i was again smoking weed wasnt fitting in drinking only got me remembering how it was again she used to like drinking but she really loved her kids she gave what she could to her last breath nd i fuxk with it i was her white boi nd i stuck with it angel was the last kid i wish we was rich to count a millie in a new house on Saratoga backyard looking gio-graphic thats already 6 of the 10 bad kids envy my family thats not average damn Daniel i got 2 more left i thought i was los with it i never boo the mets hoping they arch the ball over the fence play right into our hands ill wake up nd it all end all this pain nd suffering