Fuck reality

sorry my stress its my stress that makes it difficult with the process of getting these out of my head i feel like im making a mistake even when im trying my best. i hate the fact that im beginner wish i was better and wasnt probably stuck like this i try my best to not lie in my songs because if not my stomach turns to knots looking at me in discust. my head is fucked i feel like im done not happy ending no nothing. i know its not me and i almost mad at myself for coming out. But fuck the people who tell me that im not shit as they've but kissed ever since they was old enough to do it. my stress its my stress that makes it difficult with the process of getting these out of my head feel like im making a mistake even when im trying my best. These bigots changed my mind set since day one i think it's time for a rerun. My head gets so gassed up about this sort of stuff but trust me this will be my last track like this do you remember me asking for a diss that was my way of trying to start a fight to release the pain inside. it's because my thoughts are never clear like this i sit waiting for a comment just to lash out at and im sorry for that. clearly my reality aint like most every track i do isnt off the heart unlike this one cause this sight is full of people who don't give shit about they say like me back in the day. i hurt so many people i was a lethal little shit so nieve probably won't get many A"s weak line i know. I always feel like i don't trust life and thats why i say fuck reality