can we talk I need you right now/ you don't know how hard it is I can't be like that now/ like that guy who was by ur side that can never forget you / I need you right now /I reach for your hand I awake empty handed I sleep when I can / mostly I think how u left me stranded/I need u right now I pleaded I demanded but those threats where empty/ think if I tried to make you stay u would resent me fuck its better than being lonely knowing it's only minutes till u forget me/ traded friendship for this shit u know that I loved u but when u let someone else touch u u wanted instant gratification that's a hard habit to break when /our addict brains have no patience content with a lil passion and infatuation and u walked away from the one who always stayed true i can say truthfully no exaggeration hows that make sense u think I'm clueless and dumb cuz i wasn't ruthless or sumpin the truth is i gave u a taste of your own medicine although u gave me the same thing i gave u ho tell me how bad that hurt trust me I can relate i know all two well i dont hate you trust me even if there's nobody to replace that space u make due