yea I got anxiety right now I dont know man sometimes I just dont think ima make it its hard man like always thinking your gonna die at any time every day anxiety keeps holding me back think about it every day feels like a heart attack in my chest in my head its killing me inside its driving me insane sometimes I feel like I wanna die but I cant I'm too scared so I fight it every day they say you'll make it your just going through a phase but it's not man I promise I dont know what to do man I dont know what to do from here I'm on my knees praying up to god to Vanquish all these demons that's hanging up in my thoughts cuz I feel pain too just like the rest of yall but I dont know if he's listening cuz he still ain't answer my call