Father keep your eye on me pussies keep trying me Father I'm praying for rest let all my sins be confessed it feels good 2 get some shit off my chest I'm as cold as the winter time everyday I stay on my grind I act like shit is fine it's not really fine why in the fuck did you leave me Cryin my problems continue to pile quit acting childish AND answer my phone calls I'm gonna keep hitting redial love can be a vicious cycle yall ain't bullshitin when you say love is blind why the fuck does love have to be so unkind I can spot tears of a crocodile from miles away people fall in love with the outside not knowin that true love is the inner beauty we all hide keep in mind this might only happen once and a life time I've held a lot of shit in for a really long time I just wish that you could see me from the inside and play me like a movie so you appreciate my walk through life you act like you can't even stand me most of the time you wanna be a negative NANCY I don't really like what life just handed me taking the person who meant the most to me the one that I just dont wanna believe is gone the one who wants me to grieve and face reality dad i hope your proud of me im praying i can get these demons outta me growing up I had hand me downs and hand me back ups didn't always get what we wanted by the grace of God its always been enough you will never see me back down I'll stand and fight till I get it right I'm a man of my word a blue color who puts family 1st hope for the best and expect the worst praying every night that it works cuz the devil always lurks trying to get in my head wanting me to do evil Deeds instead has me suicidal I'm fucking sick of being lied to fill my head full of hot lead just thoughts from the Living Dead I'm thankful 4 the times I've been blessed Father I'm praying for a lighter load Father I pray for mercy that only you can show